A Trans-Woman's Experience at Hedonism

01:05 – Evening Theme Kink in Paradise

12-5PM Nude pool party

12PM-1PM Educational sessions – The art of a scene (Disco)

12-1PM Educational Sessions: Anal 101 (Kama Sutra)

1-3PM BDSM Day Play (Disco)

2-4PM Beach Olympics (Prude Pool)

10PM Orgy Playroom (Kama Sutra)

10:30PM Dungeon Demonstration Showcase (Disco)

 

 

Gender, and sexualities, and kinks, oh my!

    I got into kinky sex at a pretty young age when I kept finding myself in accidentally exhibitionistic acts. It starts with the simple “risk of getting caught if your parents come home early,” and maybe involves getting frisky with your partner when you’re out swimming with friends, then one day you don’t mind if somebody is watching because you DID get caught and the reaction wasn’t negative. Then the next thing you know, you’re cuffed and bent over a spanking bench with a ball gag in your mouth after your 3rd partner of the night because your Domme arranged a gang-bang for your birthday. Slippery slopes.

    Needless to say, I was pretty excited for the theme of the day being “kink” and had an appropriate outfit chosen for the evening.

    I slept in once again, dragging myself out of bed only just in time to catch the end of lunch. My only goal until the evening was to observe the Beach Olympics, so I took my time to relax and chat with strangers over free refills of Malibu Sunrises at the main bar. Laugh if you want, but I stayed consistent because I remained in a nice tipsy place and was well hydrated all week.

There are so very many people here that it’s hard to keep track of everyone or even make sure to meet everyone you hoped to. Sometimes it helped for me to stop for a few minutes in a busy walkway. I swear I was never alone for more than 2 minutes at this place! All I had to do was stop chasing my desires and they flocked me. I was always on the move to something, someone, somewhere, except for those rare moments like this.

    To feel desirable was my primary goal of coming to this bi-week event. I’m not ashamed to admit it at all. Part of my trans experience is the unavoidable threat from society to be ostracized for living my life authentically. How can I truly believe that I’m wanted if society also thinks that I shouldn’t exist? Tricky mental gymnastics…

    So I was happy to have all of the attention… constantly… my ego grow 3 sizes that week hahahahaha.

    The Beach Olympics were extremely entertaining as couples battles over silly games like you’d see on the Nickelodeon family game shows of the 90’s. You had to hold a ball between your bodies, move to the other end of the pool, each do a 360 and go back, without dropping the ball. Every game was another less than discrete way to get two naked bodies together to do something better than anyone else & it was a fantastic time for all. They happened to need a stop-watch for one game but forgot it; however, little miss runner had her watch on 24/7, so I got to do a mini-Vanna White and helped judge one from up on stage. Oh how I love those eyes on me.

 

    I had made plans for today to meet up with a couple that I lovingly refer to as Rope Boy and Rope Girl....

 

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Tied to the cabana

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    We met at the agreed upon time at Flame this evening. This was my 2nd time at this restaurant, so I tried other items on the menu. There really wasn’t a reason to limit yourself at these restaurants. It wasn’t uncommon for people to order one of each item as they’re often smaller portions. The variety of options was indulgently fantastic.

    I was left alone again after dinner to resume my hunt for play partners & wasn’t kept waiting long. I had returned to the main dining room to watch the resort’s stage performance for kink-day. It was intoxicating. Sitting at a table with friends I’ve made throughout the week, we gasped in unison when the scenes turned provocative and commiserated between scenes of how we want to be have the same acts we watched performed on us without limitations. It was during one of these breaks in the action that BM and SeW came over to say hi.

    I watched the show’s finale while sitting on BM’s lap, adding to the teasing of the evening, before asking SeW if we’d all like to go to our rooms to start our evening. The response was gleefully receptive as we locked arms and began heading to their room on the Nude side of the resort.

    It was mere seconds after entering the room that I was spun around, back to a wall, as their lips explored by body. My schoolgirl skirt’s Velcro waste was opened and removed, leaving me standing in only a few straps of cloth encircling my chest and waist, the purple harness drawing attention to my curves. SeW left me with BM as they turned on some mood lighting and music & I took this opportunity to move BM to sit on the bed.

    Straddling BM’s waist, I ground against him as our lips battled aggressively for control. Having a desire to be in charge for the moment, I stood up from BM’s lap and lowered myself to my knees in front of him. There was no need for teasing tonight, so I began to bob on his shaft with earnest desire. I wanted him inside of me and was determined to help him be prepared to fuck me. Sensing their readiness, I climbed onto the bed and crawled toward the leg-spread SeW, who had been watching me suck off their partner. Only a quick kiss stopped me before lowering my face to their mound as I raised my ass in the air.

 

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Proper fucked in a 3-some

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The thoughts that come after

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