A Trans-Woman's Experience at Hedonism

Year 1 – Day 3

Evening Theme Burning Desires

11:30AM Speed Dating (dining room)

12-5PM Nude pool party

12PM-1PM Educational sessions – BDSM Impact Q&A  (Disco)

12-1PM Educational Sessions: Anal 101 (Kama Sutra)

1-3PM BDSM Day Play (Disco)

6-7PM Wine Tasting (Piano Bar)

10PM Orgy Playroom (Kama Sutra)

10PM Dungeon Playroom (Disco)

 

    “That’s a nice gym,” I thought to myself when I partook in the tour conducted by one of the host couples on day 2. I’ve never been the type to work out when away from home so I surprised myself when I ended up doing a full-body workout in Jamaica. The gym was incredibly nice though, and I was by myself so I had unfettered access to anything I wanted – which is apparently a theme for me here.

    Despite working out regularly, I really don’t enjoy getting how and sweaty, so I found the daytime activities to be a bit much for me. There was a regular party being held in the nude pool, but I preferred to find cooler environments to spend my time in when the sun was high. To be honest, I found it to be way too crowded for my socially anxious tastes too, so I often would pass by & instead choose to go talk to a friend I saw nearby in the smoking sections because it was calmer there.  I found myself splitting my time fairly evenly between conversations with strangers at the clothing optional (aka “prude”) pool bar, sharing a joint in one of the smoking areas, the main dining room with complementary iced coffees with rum cream, or under the trees somewhere on the waterfront enjoying my book. I was doing whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted to.

    Before I realized it, the day had passed & I hadn’t made any connections to join for dinner, but I really wanted to try one of the three restaurants on property. I got very lucky as I ran into a couple from the night before outside of Harysan, which was being held on the main pool deck during construction of that restaurant. BM and SW were 2 people who shared some fries with me while we were at the nude pool last night & I was happy to spend some more time getting to know them.

    I am unquestionably demi-sexual, so there has to be some form of connection for me to have a physical attraction to most people. Having dinner with friends is exactly what my neuro-spicy brain needed to get the most out of this trip if I wanted to play with them later… and it was apparent that we all wanted to play.

    I joined BM and SW for dinner, and was also sat with 2 other couples, ZM + AW and SM + VW. Harysan is normally the hibachi and sushi restaurant, which currently had a limited seafood menu. The food was fantastic & the conversation jovial as the drinks were kept filled and our plates frequently replaced with more delectables.

    The group broke apart after dinner, but I stuck with BM + SW as we headed to the beach front for another show. This night was fire performers showing their well-practiced skills at the water line. Needless to say, it was hot. I left BM + SW after the show with plans to meet at the orgy room shortly.

    I’m a bit impatient, so I ended up getting to the orgy room sooner than BM + SW, but I conveniently ran into SM + VW as soon as walked in from the lobby area. He was SO happy to see me and we soon found a bed opening up, grabbing it before anyone else could. VW and I tore into each other as we

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Fucked in the orgy room and had a snack

Found a new friend in the lobby

Found another dinner companion at the nude pool

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The thoughts that come after

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