A Trans-Woman's Experience at Hedonism
Year 01 – Night 01
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** ROUGH FIRST DRAFT - Enjoy **
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I’m finally here! It took 14+ hours to get to Jamaica from Oregon, but I’m finally here!
Like many others, I heard about Hedonism II many years ago thanks to the prolific stories of debauchery and nudity; however, I never thought I’d actually go. My life evolved many times over since I was that silly horny teenager though and I since found myself gaining a comfort with visiting nudist resorts and Life-style (swinger) clubs. There was still apprehension since being a trans-woman isn’t always fully welcomed in these circles. So when I heard about a take over week of bi-sexual attendees, I saw my opportunity to experience this land of revelry.
Exactly as I’d hoped for, I’ve found amazingly accepting people who already see me as just another person, not merely an object for their sexual desires. The bus ride from the airport was nothing but laughs as every seat was taken by others on their own adventures toward hedonistic fulfillment, which helped the ride pass very quickly while we all joked about wearing too many clothes on our way to a nude resort in the hot Jamaican sun. Once we made it to the resort, the levels of kinship only accelerated as we found friends from the travel company’s app waiting for us to arrive with open arms & swag bags.
Around every turn were more friendly folks and easy conversation setting anxieties about being a solo traveler at ease. With zero hesitation after having my bags brought to my room, I decided it was time to disrobe & explore this wonderland further. I grabbed my drink cup & made a direct line to the “prude pool’s” bar to get my first of many Malibu Sunrises that would fuel my own adventures throughout the week.
Honestly, it was shocking how quickly I became comfortable with my own nudity.
Being a post-op trans woman, I couldn’t help but have those apprehensive thoughts run through my head while I explored in spite of them. Overcoming those negative self-perceptions was one of my two primary goals of this trip – I needed the validation that I am desirable. Yes, my friends tell me I’m pretty, but I’ve been hiding at home throughout most of my decade long transition, including those worst years of covid, so I haven’t been comfortable stepping out and dating. The sex-clubs were validating in their own ways, but I haven’t been to them since before I had my gender affirming vaginoplasty in September 2020, so I had the extra apprehensions now about being a virgin again too. I came here to grow out of my cocoon.
I was happily surprised at how many conversations I easily fell into with absolute strangers – some of them risqué, but most very vanilla in talking about being on vacation in the same way that I’ve encountered at other resorts where everyone remains clothed. It was just like anywhere else… merely doing it nude.
There was an underlying sexual charge to the air everywhere on the resort that was undeniable & unavoidable. It wasn’t pushy in any way, but it was persistent. You could feel the inhibitions of everyone fall away as we dropped our masks with our clothes, and the authenticity of those around you was intoxicating by itself.
Alas it was time to throw on a swimsuit cover-up that consistent of only 2 straps for my shoulders & a piece of cloth that wrapped around my body, only to be appropriate for the eating areas. I had no need to wear anything else as I expected to be naked again as soon as dinner time was over.
The evening passed quickly as I explored then joined some new friends for dinner and a show in the main dining room. The resort did an excellent job of ensuring excellent food options were available while the entertainment staff kept us smiling. Dinner passed just as swiftly as the rest of my first few hours on property before it was time for a meet-and-greet in the main courtyard.
Couples and groups filtered in and out as music played just loudly enough to get guests bouncing along without interfering with conversations. The mood lighting of the area was a wonderful contrast to the stars shining above us in the open-air setting. I found myself easily joining conversations with random strangers again, quickly making friends until I chanced upon a slightly older gentleman that I had met on the bus earlier that day, FM.
While I’m only in my late 30’s, the age range of attendees was a mix of late 20’s to 70+, with the majority appearing to be in their 40’s and 50’s. Age wasn’t a factor at any point in this adventure though. Same as our genitals, age is just another part of our life. To me, my attraction is based on Hearts, Not Parts.
FM and I had started innocently talking about our travel day, quickly turning flirty, then raunchy before we started making out in the center of the dance floor of the courtyard. Our hands explored each other’s bodies as I felt my desires grow and his own excitement begin to press against my abdomen.
Starting to feel the heat of the moment combined with the humidity envelop us, I quickly removed my cover, leaving me nude in the center of dozens of strangers. FM found my pieced tits and began to kiss one while pinching my other nipple. Just as swiftly as his lips found my body, his hand found my crotch and he placed his open palm directly on top of me with a firm pressure. I couldn’t help but lower myself onto his hand and grind against him as he continued to suckle my breasts.
Feeling a desire to satisfy my oral fixations, I leaned down to his ear and asked if I could go down on him, to which he only responded with “yes, please” while standing straight in front of me. It was apparent that he needed no further encouragement as I dropped do my knees in front of him. I could see the crowd turn toward us in anticipation as they continued their conversations like this was an every-day occurrence. The attention of the crowd made my nipples even harder than FM’s tongue did as I opened his pants and took his full length into my mouth in one swift motion. F let out a small moan as I swirled my tongue around his full length before beginning to bob on his full length. I couldn’t help but keep my eyes searching the reactions of the crowd – I was the center of attention and I loved every second of it. I was determined to put on a show as I changed my pace and depth, never letting him fully out of my mouth. FM told me that he’s not likely to reach climax, but to please continue as long as I’d like to – and this is when DM came by.
DM was someone else that I had met earlier in the day on the bus. DM was on their first trip to Hedo with their partner, EW, but I already knew they played separately, so when he asked if he could join in, I was happy to scoot over. DM joined me on our knees as FM gave their consent too before we began to kiss each other with FM’s shaft between our lips. We took turns catching our breathe and catching FM’s dick in our mouths. Eventually, DM stood up to make out with FM, and I took this opportunity to begin going down on DM as well. I kneeled between these two men making out as I switched from one dick in my mouth to the other.
I could hear the audience talking about our show & I only felt the heat in me grow further. I was able to pick up on FM breathily say to DM that he wanted to go down on me too, to which I enthusiastically encouraged him to follow his desires.
We moved to a nearby chair as FM then knelt between my legs and DM stood beside me. FM’s tongue began to lap at my lips in slow but deliberate motions, seeking his prize. I couldn’t help myself from moaning onto DM’s cock as FM’s tongue found my clit and he circled it quickly with his tongue. I was already so turned on that time passed quickly. I was lost in the sensations of a hard cock sliding in and out of my throat while a tongue explored me with enthusiasm. I came quickly from all of the attention as I squeezed FM’s head between my legs and used DM’s cock to stifle my cries of bliss. It wasn’t a necessarily large orgasm, until I heard the cheering. Opening my eyes as the orgasm was mid-swing, I saw 2 couples a few feet away who were giving my show an ovation & that alone amplified my orgasm and made it continue longer than originally assumed it would last.
Eventually my shaking legs were enough to tell FM that he was successful and he pulled back. Both FM and DM kissed me and stroked my ego telling me how hot that was to watch while being a part of it before taking a step back to compose themselves as well.
That was enough for now as we all had other plans for the night, so we talked for another minute and then went our separate ways for the evening.
I wasn’t done though, as I had my eyes on heading to the nude pool.
After a quick trip back to my room to clean up, I grabbed my empty drink cup and headed to the nude pool. I didn’t have any plans in mind aside from getting a refill and see what it’s like there at night as I was already absolutely exhausted. It was a travel day after-all and I haven’t slept yet. Life had different plans though as I met a couple hanging out by themselves at one of the tables in the pool. It was their last night at the resort & the conversation with them was easy, so I gave into my own desires to pursue them. The wife got distracted by somebody else who passed by; however, the husband was locked into me. We began making out in the pool as hands once again began to explore my body. My already sensitive clit responded to his touch with a need for more. His cock was so close to my pussy that I could feel the water moving against me as I jerked his shaft. Before I knew what was happening, he lifted me out of the water & placed me sitting on the edge of the pool deck. His mouth immediately found my slit and I leaned back to give him full access. Putting my legs on the side of the pool opened me further as I once again noticed the eyes of the ever growing crowd finding their way toward my body once again. I was so incredibly worked up that I came so incredibly quickly, but he knew I wasn’t done. My orgasm faded as quickly as it came upon me and his efforts never slowed. His tongue was so consistent that I never fully came back down from my first orgasm as I felt yet another rise. My mewling growing louder as I couldn’t hold myself upright anymore, leaning back on my elbows so that I could still see the crowd around the dimly lit pool. I didn’t hold myself back this time as I let my passion escape my lips. This was the orgasm I’ve needed tonight. It came on like a wrecking ball tearing down a wall in a forceful slam & that intensity held in multiple waves, that tongue staying impressively consistent while swirling around my clit. Wave after wave washed over me as I fell fully back on the pool deck and my legs dropped into the water.
“He’s good at that, isn’t he?” I heard the wife chuckle, having come back at some point during our session.
“Thank you for sharing,” was all I could muster as I was busy catching my breathe as my core undulated in ongoing contractions.
As it turns out, they were pretty worn out from their week and were ready to head to bed, but I was happy to help them end their vacation on a high-note. We talked a bit more before they escorted me back to my room for the night.
It was time for me to go to bed too. Sadly I haven’t gotten fucked yet, but I wasn’t searching for it tonight & the week is still young.
What an overwhelmingly incredible first night!
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